09 June 2006 | 8:56 PM
why it is like this
u know its like after my grandfather'sfuneral..i keep looking at the obituaries page..i don't know why?am i under some kind of spell or what.my parents has the same feeling as me.my grandfather's full month is coming soon..its on tuesday i think..i overheard that ther'll be a mass for him..think so only.my grandma is coming tostay with me tomorrowbecause after my grandfather passed away,she's very lonely so she needs someone to talk to..ya,quite sad but nevermind,i'llkeep her company then..quite busy this june holiday..oh yah,now my father is like keeping a small cupboard all filled with my grandfather's things..nd those includes his passport..i wonder how many years has he not travelled..the funeral book and many other stuff.hopefully,i think he's having a good timein heaven..playing chess with his friends and relatives.before he passed away,he kept smiling and smiling and smiling..my father wanted to take a picture on my grandfather's smile but itdidn't last long..ya,to my dearest grandfather,i think you are happy in heaven.i'll miss always.i'll be coming to pay my respects to you again.take care!!