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21 May 2007 | 5:04 PM
bitter memories./bitter hatred

hey.got back all my results.i did fairly well.better than caone i guess.huilin,i'll tell you on msn/outing.i'll be leaving for_________soon anyway.ohyeah,its like the last week of term two.that's good.i don't ever need to see you again until__.you made me change the impression of you and thanks for making me feel worthless.i finally know your true colours.to you:i'm just a shattered glass with all my hopes pinned on you bashed and my dreams bashed.nothing going to change the fact for my__for you.never.if only you never appeared in my life.regrets.its too late to regret it now but never too late to change the present.its so very hard for me to forgive you.you of course wont ever understand how would i feel nor would even care.untrue friendship.broken glass bottles.sense of bitter hatred./
i'll never forget the first day we met,
all the jokes you said,
or you winning the bet.

i'll never forget seeing you everyday,
how we talked and laughed,
or things i was shy to say.

i'll never forget when i saw you with__,
when i realised what kind of person you were,
we were never together.

i'll never forget me fading away from your mind,
where i thought i'll stay forever.

i'll never forget all the tears/pain,
sitting in the dark/crying in the rain.

i'll never forget all those i said,
even though i know,
in your heart i'm dead.

'our friendship is as bitter as chinese herbal medicine.i wish to erase you from my mind but seeing you everyday makes me feel distraught and all those memories come rushing back into my mind'.