i was out practically the whole afternoon today.
went to parkway parade today.
lunch-ed and shopped:D
bought some hair accessories
right now,i'm updating my blog on a regular weekend basis.
from next week onwards,i won't be updating so often due to class tests and ca-two.
will be really busy from wk5 onwards.my schedule is so tight-up.
i really really wanna get away from reality.
if only dreams were reality,that'll be so good.
please get rid of all the stress i have in me
i just want to have a rest.
all this shit is wearing me down.
soon i'm gonna hit the ground.
i can't stand what's happening
my mere presence is a hopeless being.
close my eyes and fall away
one day these deeds i'll repay.
i feel like i'm going to explode.
going down this merciless road.
disappear from this world
forget the relentlessness it holds.
paradice in the mind of another.
try to hide the hate for each other.
make something out of this pathetic nothing
make a person out of the one running.
all i want is a break from this life
i may never see an end in sight.
this hell has just got to change
pleasures of life are just out of my range.
rescue me from this out of control train.
make my life more normal and plain
without this worthless complication.
just turn down the amplification.
i need to get out
to find a life without this doubt.
that's concealed inside this vault of pain
find relief before i go insane.