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13 July 2007 | 9:05 PM
tiredddd.

feeling so super damm tired.
had redcross today.
evacuation and footdrill.
my muscles are really aching.i think i think stretch properly yesterday.
lols.i just found out that someone is such a big fat liar.i don't feel like going back to scgs on teacher's day.i don't want those bittersweet memories to come flooding and crasking in my mind.sorry ahkun,i won't be coming back anymore so don't bother waiting for me anymore.take care<3and someone has been pestering me continuously for two days and that is so damm irritating larhs.it was my previous maid lorhs.keep saying all those,'i miss you' shit stuff.like real.she hated me so much 8yrs ago and here she is missing me.that's so fake.trying to keep up with a fake attitude,it isn't so easy though.i don't want to hear those calls anymore.i don't want to rake up the past.i don't want history to repeat itself and lot's more,i have so much freedom without you and others.and no thanks,i don't need your help.you can't force me into this and besides i shouldn't be the one getting involved too.how did you make me get into the picture?go live the kind of lifestyle you want and don't interfere with ours.i know you're desperate but it's not like we are gonna take you in so easily.rescue will come on your way one day though.so from now on,stop bothering me and take care.
you all think you know how i feel
you all think you know what i need.
now i'm here to make you a deal
leave me alone and i won't bleed.
i'm sick and tired of hearing all your comments
i'm tired of being lead for you.
i don't need your hand
i can walk on my own.
i used to love being with friends
but now i jsut wanna go home.
you need to mind your own buisness
you need to get your own life.
so you can mess up your own
and quit messing mine.
you don't know what i've been through
you don't even have a clue.
you'll never know how i feel
so please i'm begging you.
leave me alone
let me live my own life.
if i mess up
it'll be me that'll pay the price.
so just back off
i don't need you by my side.
i cry and cry all night long
because of the harm that you've done to me.
so if you really wanna help me
just leave me alone
and i won'tbleed.