recieved my overall HE marks and CA2 english marks.
happy and sad too.
and these few days,
feeling really down.
some people are just trying to anger me,
even though i didn't do anything do them.
those hostile stares,
like as though i am in the wrong.
and i'll be using the com for two more weeks till ard week one.
gotta mug hard for orals and eoy exams(:
i feel like shit everyday.
i'm not always glad i wake from my sleep.
i don't want to get up and face the new day.
they become so rough i have to weep.
i feel so much sadness.
i push myself through today.
with all the madness,
there is no other way.
my tears seem to fall,
unconsciously but still there.
tomorrow seems to always call,
and promise it will care.
those promises never stay.
though yesterday was worse,
i stop to think of today,
and i always curse.
i can't help but hate everything and everyone.
they all seem against me.
the hurtful words always done,
and no one can ever see.
my pain is hidden,
deep inside my broken heart.
i put another smile that is always forbidden,
and another face is put on my killing chart.
no one can understand what i feel,
so i just go about my way.
these deadly wounds will somehow heal,
when these memories no longer stay.
♥